the servant day

What did I do today? Woke up at 9am, took a bath, hanged clothes that been soaked overnight, cleaned the room and threw away rubbish. Online for a while and continued sleeping. Then woke up at 130pm, felt hot and bathed again. I don't know why but its been so hot for the past few days. One thing I know Hell will definitely be much hotter that what we experience on earth. Saying that,  I think recently I've been neglecting my duty as servant to Allah. Sometimes I woke up late and miss my Subuh solah. Which of course I qada' it back. But I still remember back then when I had problems, I never missed my Subuh solah. I don't want to be the servant that only remember her God when she's in problem.

'' Ya Allah, ampunilah dosaku dan kuatkanlah imanku ya Allah.Amin''

Sometimes we don't realize that we are committing sin, but Allah always observe what are we doing. We touched the non-muhrim, talking bad about other ppl, we do non-related things during working hours, we delay the praying time, we open our aurat, and lying. There are too many sins that we commit everyday. We do ask forgiveness from Allah during doa after pray, but do we really regret what we are doing or is it just a matter of  our usual doa sentence after pray? MasyaAllah.

I really hope I won't become like that. From now on, lets strive to be a better muslimah and a good servant to Allah. May the month of May will be the new beginning.

Till then. Assalamualaikum.