My Mixed Feeling Weekend

I think my life is a bit upside down now.

First, health.

For this week only, I'd eat maggi twice which was definitely not good. I was so tempted with the mee texture and felt wanting to eat something spicy, so I just ate it. I don't know about other ppl but for myself, maggi gave me quite an impact. Or should I say impacts. When I woke up in the morning, my face bloated and my eyes became like panda. So disturbing. My skin also become dry. You know when sensitve skin become dry? We get pimples. In all different places. For my case, at my chin and nose. Nose is definitely a no-no! Erhh.

Need to stop eating maggi. So close. Haha.

Second, financial.

For my wedding, everything I need to use my own money. Sometimes I feel sad about how other ppl got financial support from their parent but not me. I was so jealous when I read blogger's blog telling how their parent bought for them this and that. So jealous and stress and sad that I was planning to get my wedding postponed. I know I should save a lit bit in some areas. I was trying my best but I also want my dream wedding. Until I read about a blog about how she saved, ikat perut, did a lot of DIY, tried to get the best price as much as she could and painted her own bedroom! It was so inspirational. After I read a couple of her posts, then I know she is just like me, lost her dad. Her mom is a single mom. I felt disappointed on myself. I should understand this sooner.

Sorry mama for my bad thought. I will try to not repeat it. InsyaAllah.

Third, self-manage.

I was so messy these days. Really. I haven't clean my room for weeks! By that I mean I didn't get it broomed. My room got dusty really fast that I need to at least broom it once a week. So mengada.

Other than that, I went to work so late! Considering I am still under probation, I came to work at 9.05am. Everyday. So not good. You know why I was late? I woke up at 745am or 8am. Then I rinsed my clothes, hanged them, ironed my clothes, bathed, applied some moisturizer, bb cream, eyeliner and lipbalm and by then, it was 835am. Need to go through the jam and arrived at work at 9.05am. Really don't know when I will get myself confirmed if like this. Haih.

And of course. I wasted my money on unnecessary things. You know how food can really make your wallet torn? I know. By buying unnecessary food. Food like chocolates, McD, Pizza Hut, carbonated drinks, buying more than what we need and the list goes on. I also wasted the money on watching 3D movie. It was extra RM8 you know.

I also bathed around 10pm-1100pm. And made full use of my dirty clothes basket. Not good not good.

Really need to wake up now. Pronto!

Fourth, wedding progress.

1) Haven't send my solemnization fabric to tailor. Stress. Tailor don't want it. Need to send it after puasa.
2) Haven't book the wedding card. Erh. Still can I think if after puasa.
3) Haven't buy the reception fabric. OH MY GOD!
4) Haven't book the photographer. Stress.

Oh August, please come quickly. I need you.

Okay.
Enough with the mixed feeling.

Now pictures of what I was doing during this weekend.

love this flower! (excuse the shoes)

So I went to Kedai Bunga Vivian in Chow Kit. It was my first time going to Chow Kit! Saturday is definitely not a good day for a first timer. Chow Kit was so packed and I sincerely thought I was in different state. Not Kuala Lumpur. Culture shock there. Kedai Bunga Vivian was so small. I thought it was so big because bloggers were talking about it. Nope its not. The price is quite cheap considering in KL but in Manjung Perak I can find way cheaper price. Example the FM Creation box, Kedai Bunga Vivian is selling it at 0.33/pc but in Kedai Borong Sinaran Manjung, they sell it at 0.29/pc.

I bought this at a shop near my rent house. I fought with my fiance and to release tension, I went to Kedai Jahit. Hee. Typical woman. Need shopping to release stress. This was RM20 for 1 roll.

I went to Pameran Pengantin today! To search for wedding card.

Got hooked with 1 booth. There was 1 promotion. For no fold card, 65 cents/each for 1000 pcs. Can mix bride and groom with different design! My fiance liked this but me not so much. I wanted the card that can be folded. It was 0.75 cents/each for 1000 pcs. My fiance didn't like it pulak. At the end, we didn't booked any. Sigh

our mission was not successful. so we went to CT Handicraft in Seksyen 19 Shah Alam. The price was quite reasonable, I think. This paper bag was RM1. I like a plain beg with no Thank You so this is a no-no for me.

then I bought this pillow-lie polisterin. This is expensive. RM5 each. I bought 10, so it was RM50.

I also bought this satin fabric to cover the polisterin. I bought it at Nagoya. RM7/meter x 2. I know. I can get it cheaper actually.

So many typing. Need to get a good rest now.

Goodnite my blog.

Till then. Assalamualaikum.